ok so im finally updating on new years eve. Its 11:48 and im at marissa's house we just watched the movie Closer.So my life is pretty much the same. Heres all the things I feel I need to say for the new year.
1. MISSY G- wow we've been through so much together. lol you make being misrible so much fun and you know everything about me and i know evrything about you and its just been so much fun oveer the years. I would never change any of it for anything.
2.Missy b- its so kool how we became close this year. i really love you wee have alot in common. Me and you will have so many kool memories together I can feel it.
3. mary s- I love you cuz i trust you so completely. I never get mad at you cuz your just so kool lol i mean your so dorky and i love it and would never change you for the world.
4.Jess s- I feel for you you are soon going to be going through a tough time and im here for you.
5.Bryce- you are my favorie red necks!!!!1its funny how we went out and then broke up and then went out again and then broke up and we're still tight. I love you. ill never forget 7th grade.
6.sarah- you piss everypne off and you piss me off to but you just been in my life for so long i would feel lost without you
7.Taylor- well lol you used to have a huge crush on me but i didnt like you until this school year when you didnt like me. lol its funny how life is but anyways thanks you tought me alot.
8.rich c- i really value your friendship. I love how we cant talk about anything and everything. You and i bacameclose this year when we started walking home together and we just keep gettin closer.
9.Sandman- your my bff's boyfriends so if you brake her heart ill brake your face.
10.Eli- we never became close but I'll miss having you around.
11.Lamont- wow its been 4 years. I feel old and shit! lol we argue alot and we're not really close friends but still...
12.Daunte- you have the attention spand of a 2 year old but thats kool cuz you never change.
13.Emily R- 4th grade was the best. But we didnt end there up until this year we've been super close i still considre you my close friend cuz i know that theonly reson we dont tlk as much is cuz we never c eachother and thats not out fault.
14.molly- we were so fuckin close in 4th grade its unbelievable! We were always in the principles office!!!!!!!!!And Ill always remember the cross country sleep over!
15.Nadine- i love you and there's nobody else id rather spend my mornings with or be partners with in spanish!
16.Jordan- hmmmm words cannot describe what i feel for you. WE started out friends and it grew i guess you could say.lol. You were alot of my firsts. I dont reget it. I may not have turned out the way i wanted it to or the way i thought it would and im not completly sure it was worth it but ...i dont regret it. I still have feelings for you i always will cuz you tought me so much but its not that same. I really trusted you and you broke that trust. You do things and say things I never thought you would but I forgive you not becuz you deserve it but because if I didnt forgive you I would be tied to you and I dont ever want to be tied to you again. I love you and that is why I cant be another one of your girlfreinds. I think in your own way you cared about me. We've drifted and i think we'll continue to drift. but im not sad cuz i know that I will always be able to walk into a room and talk to you without saying a word and at the end of the day thats all that matters.
17.Nadia S- I love how we have spanish together cuz wityohut out u I would just cry! lol I fuckin hate that ho!!!!!!!!!!!
18.KAite F- lol good times good times. We havent chilled and like years but we will. Cant wait til summer then will see!!!!!
19.Amber S- so having a boyfriend is so over rated!!!!!!!!!! I love ya!
Thats my girl mary
20.Kyle B- well hes my shrink and i would pretty much lose it without him.
Smiles, tears, superficial fears, All are part of the teenage years. First dates, first cars, Having crushes on football stars. First jobs, First kisses, One to many hits and misses. The best years of growing up, With great achievments and screwing up. Good girls, bad boys, Finally throwing out old toys. Sneaking out, getting caught, Remembering all the fights we've fought. Boyfriends, girlfriends, hoping they're love never ends. Heart-breaks, making out, Just to hear parents shout. Drugs, pot and beer, All are part of the teenage years. High school college, then it ends, Its time to change once again. But we'll always remember all of the times, When we won we lost and when we cried. We'll always have memories of our fights and fears, And all the good times spent in the teenage years. | 
